JENESYS student exchange programme.. 2011 is the last year JENESYS will be held. and the application expired last April... Gosh! i am speechless at my stupidity. i waited from last year to apply and then i forgot about it.. And then..... -.- Hijra! It's a life time opportunity. How could i? How could i! if i could turn around the clock, i would. i'd do anything to get the opportunity back! Gosh! Please tell me this isn't true. Please, turn back the time. If only i wasn't so ignorant.. I was so stupid. If i knew,.. but i knew. I just.. forgot. This is the last year JENESYS program is to held. And i missed the opportunity to join.. Holy crap i'm gonna regret this for the rest of my life now! where else will i find an exchange student programme? if i do find others, i only want to be in AFS! it seems so fun and exciting! Please God! I want to get such experience! JENESYS... I'm just so sad and upset and devastated right now. It would mean so much to me if i get this chance. I beg to God for another chance. I want to get into an exchange student programme that has scholarship. Coz if there isn't scholarship, it would be burdensome to my parents. Intensive Program(this is another exchange student program in AFS) costs as much as RM11 000. How and where would i get that much money? That's why i want JENESYS scholarship. And plus, it's Japan! I love Japan! ... *starting to get upset again* I swear, if i get another, just one chance, i'd do whatever it takes to get that opportunity for the sake my experience and adventure! I want to live a full-filling life, that's why. Please, God, give me another chance. i would even show them my bad grades and risk it. well, that's the point right? taking risks and grabbing opportunities.. now, pleaseee
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