Falling down and getting back on the ground

Just got back from practice. On my way back, I wondered why my performance is becoming weak and I speak out about it to my friend,Fazera. And then, she said, at the sports festival,that 4x400 relay, I was slow and that made my team lost and got second place. ??? .....

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  I.. just.. am.. devastated.. and.. crushed.. I THOUGHT I was good. All this time, i blamed someone else when we lost that 4x400 that day. I blamed HER. And to think it was ME…

    I practiced so hard..and then it was just no use.

  *~* smirk. Naysayers are everywhere.. it's like they can't leave you alone for just one second. It’s breaking me down, they’re suffocating me. My faith is trembling and hope is fading away. What to do? What to do? They’re so fast I was left behind. They were saying in hidden language that I can’t beat them. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to think. I feel like giving up. Let it be. Let it be. Let it be. Let it be.

    Kejohanan Olahraga MSSMB is three days away...(sigh) just when i need my motivation the most, it slipped away. =.='' but i know it's too late to give up right now and also i practiced hard for it. I'm just not gonna give it all away for some naysayers. I just hope i have enough strength and don't give up halfway through the race.

“Find your passion, take a giant step and most of all, don’t give up.”